Yesterday each dream materialized.  "High" is what you believed you were.  However, the drought often follows the rain.  You cannot prepare for the future according to you High School Mentality.  There must be another way.  Do not do what Buddha did to find another way.  He left home and in the end helped all mankind.  Instead, find your space to meditate wherever you are.  If you do not do this you will react as Spiritual people often react and try something to find space to meditate.  You will try to find a place to be Spiritual.  Doesn't this type of thinking lead to study of the pathway?  Many people have considered this, they want more some spiritual life and are denied it.  Consequently they do not leave home, they learn to be spiritual at home.  Others still may not want you to do this type of spiritual study of Yoga.  That is all it means.  As a result of these spiritual problems the great Yogi Patanjali decided not to talk about them.  Instead he offered solutions to this very problem.  Here is his solution:  Sit down in meditation posture and quiet the mind.  The fluctuations of the mind probably made Buddha unhappy enough to leave home.  Simply sit down and quiet the mind.  Attain stillness.  During the stillness, the seer, which is you, rests in his own nature.  Now you can attain the self. 

Question:  Aren't people going to ask you why you want to attain the self?